Modern Man

I had Friday off from blogging. Something about general frustration, heat and a migraine that helped me with the decision to skip writing for the day. I did see a few friends that day and the night before I went to an amazing women's group I attend every other Thursday. Prayer with Krista went well too!

I also hit acceptance that day. Didn't feel much like talking, just accepted the fact that when someone dies, that's it. It's permanent and nothing can change that fact. It's unbelievably sad but it's all a part of life. So with that, I've been working more on living life. Remembering the good times and making new memories with friends and family. Felt a little down about an emotional discussion with a friend but aside from that it's been pretty busy and pretty uphill. I've got a little more ambition, feel great about saying 'no' to people about hanging out now that I found out I'm an introvert, and I just want to do stuff. Most stuff than last week but less stuff that I don't want to do, if that makes sense.

I was given a cantaloupe plant today. I put it right in the ground. Why focus so much on death when I have an opportunity to focus and make life.

I added a friend to fb that I had previously removed a few months ago. I was happy to hear from him and hope to hang out soon.

I won't discuss Mel in this blog because today is my 5 year anniversary with my super amazing husband Rick and I'd like to spend more time with him.

I'm really happy today. I've got great friends. Great family. And my boy is happy and healthy. Not much more I can ask for. Thank you Jesus.

Listening to Bad Religion, Album: Against the Grain